You inspire us to live bigger

Why did you destroy our family?

I don’t know where you went.

Scapegoated for getting brother taken away

Life is so hard without you.

Without you, the magic is gone.

How can I be without Mom

Mirror ball of grief keeps spinning

Your death has numbed my soul.

Oh how I miss you.

So many things not fun anymore

Hard being angry with you now

I always wish you were here

I don’t want to start over

When will the days get easier

For you I will be strong

I will always love you Mom

Thank you love for my life.

You filled my heart with joy

Fifty beautiful years ended too soon

Grief has turned me upside down.

I miss you all like crazy.

I miss you saying, “Hey Kiddo!”

I miss you bringing me coffee.

My heart aches for you always.

Learning to live is killing me

I’m wanting your BIG BEAR hugs!

I should have done my best

I wish I had more time

I forgot to tell you everything